Awakening
This is the word that was most persistent in my mind when I was thinking about what to write. To be honest (I use this words way to much) I was never thinking about awakening. It seems so esoteric and in some way weird... But then I discovered an app called the Way. This was again discovered trough Tim Ferriss (you also get some free lessons if you find a Tim's link). In this app zen master Henry Shukman is leading us trough the way with practice on meditation with a "goal" of awakening. But as famous saying goes "path is the way" awakening is not really the goal here trough each lesson you get to know yourself a little bit more. You discover that thought is just a tought and nothing more. That you have some kind of its own life inside your head and that another life is happening around us. Wow, that sound weird even to me... But I guess I am that spritual stage of life. Or is this the life? Why I am thinking about that now? Why I wasn't thinking about that 5 years ago? I don't know and I dont really care... But I really like thi feeling I get from few minutes a day of the meditation. Those moments when mind goes quiet and you become aware of yuorself and you can sense the tought just as it is. Maybe because of that more and more people and their way of thinking seem weird to me. Why panic, why hurry... I guess time will tell. But at the end only a few things really matter.
Stay awesome